Three years and a set of twins later, I have to start this battle all over again. I am not blaming babies, but I will blame hormones for the battle it is to get the weight off and keep it off. I do not endorse HCG as the end-all of diets. In fact, I am honestly nervous about doing the program over and over again. I am more nervous about being fat indefinitely. And it has worked for me in the past. I think the "reset" is a real thing and my body is in desperate need.
I am starting out bigger and heavier than I have ever been. And right now I'm not in a place to post the actual number, but I will post my losses and gains and hopefully, I'll be able to come to terms with posting a real number soon. Today is day 2 of loading and I need to shop for the essentials and read up on the protocol by tomorrow.
One of my goals this time around became clear to me as I was tucking the babies into bed last night. If I get this worked out, they will never remember me as fat.
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